there are things that i cant understand..maybe i am not supposed to know.. haix..
i guess i am just thinking too much.. cause i am just too tired..i shldnt think abt this too much.. oh dear.. but i guess.. it cant be help as almost everyday i see the person. well, when it is holiday, i hope that i am able to forget everything...
*ciaoz*
Thursday, June 29, 2006
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
reunion
last saturday, i was invited for cindy's 21st bithday celebration. a little bit about cindy, we were classmates during our sec3 and sec4 time. we were also the only girl student councillor in 4e2. we were close once.. but after our graduation from sec sch, we didnt really contact each other. pretty surprised when she sent sms to invite me for her birthday celebration. so touched that she still remembers me :)
anyway, i went to east coast park after my church's service. i was not sure who would be there. i was thinking that i would just drop by for a while. and when i stepped into the lobby of the chalet, i saw familiar faces. yup! there were my secondary school mates there. audrey, jarred, june, kailin, ginny, huiling...and at the chalet, i met with some of the secondary sch friends too... there were yu soon, domenic, freddy, jeannete, edmund, ah boon, stanley, yi shyuan. it made me realise how long we have not been meeting each other. since we graduated from sec sch, i didnt contact them at all. well..there was a happy feeling to really see them..
everyone of us now is going to different paths. but one thing i know that you all, my friends, are always in my heart forever! let's have a reunion.. shall we?
anyway, i went to east coast park after my church's service. i was not sure who would be there. i was thinking that i would just drop by for a while. and when i stepped into the lobby of the chalet, i saw familiar faces. yup! there were my secondary school mates there. audrey, jarred, june, kailin, ginny, huiling...and at the chalet, i met with some of the secondary sch friends too... there were yu soon, domenic, freddy, jeannete, edmund, ah boon, stanley, yi shyuan. it made me realise how long we have not been meeting each other. since we graduated from sec sch, i didnt contact them at all. well..there was a happy feeling to really see them..
everyone of us now is going to different paths. but one thing i know that you all, my friends, are always in my heart forever! let's have a reunion.. shall we?
Sunday, June 25, 2006
jealousy.pimple
every one of us surely have felt jealous before. if you have never felt jealous before, do let me know, i would like to have a friend who has never been jealous before :P
recently, i do feel jealous. there is a friend who was quite close to me. i would say that last time we would do a lot of things together. i do not know what happened recently. when i came back from indonesia, there was something different about her. i just felt that the closeness between her and me was gone. she actually preferred to spend her time with another friend. yes! i do feel jealous...! maybe because i just used to spend time with her. and seeing her with another friend, makes me want to spend time with her also. not that she doesnt spend time with me, but the feeling is not there. there was one time when she was with me and another friend, we were looking around together at art museum for class. her 'good friend' reached late and was alone, so she went to company her 'good friend' without even saying anything to us. just left us like that. even when we were dismissed, she didnt say anything to us. she just gone like that. i didnt even bother to look for her. there was anger and jealous at that time.
well, feel much better after typing this entry. i did not tell anyone about this. but i know my friend knows that she changed. well, at least, there is another person who feels the same thing :P
oh yah, i just know that pimple can actually grow in legs :P i just found one pimple in my thigh. it is quite big :( it looked like a mosquito bite this morning, but when i changed to shorts at night, it turned to a pimlple. amazing! :P
ok.. better go now. need to take rest as tomorrow will be going around to do a group project with the girls. nitez.. *muachz*
recently, i do feel jealous. there is a friend who was quite close to me. i would say that last time we would do a lot of things together. i do not know what happened recently. when i came back from indonesia, there was something different about her. i just felt that the closeness between her and me was gone. she actually preferred to spend her time with another friend. yes! i do feel jealous...! maybe because i just used to spend time with her. and seeing her with another friend, makes me want to spend time with her also. not that she doesnt spend time with me, but the feeling is not there. there was one time when she was with me and another friend, we were looking around together at art museum for class. her 'good friend' reached late and was alone, so she went to company her 'good friend' without even saying anything to us. just left us like that. even when we were dismissed, she didnt say anything to us. she just gone like that. i didnt even bother to look for her. there was anger and jealous at that time.
well, feel much better after typing this entry. i did not tell anyone about this. but i know my friend knows that she changed. well, at least, there is another person who feels the same thing :P
oh yah, i just know that pimple can actually grow in legs :P i just found one pimple in my thigh. it is quite big :( it looked like a mosquito bite this morning, but when i changed to shorts at night, it turned to a pimlple. amazing! :P
ok.. better go now. need to take rest as tomorrow will be going around to do a group project with the girls. nitez.. *muachz*
Thursday, June 22, 2006
some photos to share
Brillyan & Yolla
Surabaya, 17 June 2006 - Brillyan, Yolla, Wongso, Sancai, Darwin, Hendra
Brillyan. Yolla. Etta
Surabaya, family and friends, God's plan, friendship
I had fun during my stay in Surabaya. Ate a lot though, but thank God, I did not gain weight at all (i think so :P) Thank God for the products such as phyto fiber :P I ate crabs for four times, 2 times with my family, the other 2 with my friends. crabs are wonderful!! just the taste of the meat.. ouuu.. so nice! thank God for tongue that can taste different tastes!
anyway, really thank God for the family and friends that I have. It is really a great blessing to be in part of my family and to have great friends around :) I cant just stop thanking God for all the things in my life.
oh yah.. talked about this thing with Yolla before. we might plan a lot of things, but the ultimate plans will be God's plans for us. but we are human, we might get disappointed when our plan doesnt work. for example, i had planned that i would be able to graduate by the end of next year. but now, i can only finish my course in may 2008. at first, i couldnt accept it at all. i started to complain here and there... but now i am starting to accept it. i believe that God has planned something for me that allows me to graduate only in 2008. when may 2008 comes, i might know why God allows it to happen :) i really do believe that everything that happens is for a reason, for God's glory.
cant wait for Yolla, Etta and Christin to come to Singapore. Yolla will be staying in Singapore for 6 months, while Etta and Christin will be staying for a while. really looking forward to meet them. cant get enough to meet them :) like what sis zhuomin shared during cell group meeting just now, there are 3 group of friends. the 1st group is so called the 'hi and bye' friends. we dont really talk to them about our life, we might not even remember their names. the 2nd group is those we hang out together because we have same interest. most probably, we meet them only for dinner, or just for movie. or might be because we like shopping so we shop together. the last group is what we call our best friend. we share everything with them, our dreams and visions, our secrets, our ups and downs.
ok.. i better go now. havent taken a shower yet. just ended the bbq session with the cell groups just now. tomorrow need to get up early to clear the bbq pit and go to harbour front.. take care!
anyway, really thank God for the family and friends that I have. It is really a great blessing to be in part of my family and to have great friends around :) I cant just stop thanking God for all the things in my life.
oh yah.. talked about this thing with Yolla before. we might plan a lot of things, but the ultimate plans will be God's plans for us. but we are human, we might get disappointed when our plan doesnt work. for example, i had planned that i would be able to graduate by the end of next year. but now, i can only finish my course in may 2008. at first, i couldnt accept it at all. i started to complain here and there... but now i am starting to accept it. i believe that God has planned something for me that allows me to graduate only in 2008. when may 2008 comes, i might know why God allows it to happen :) i really do believe that everything that happens is for a reason, for God's glory.
cant wait for Yolla, Etta and Christin to come to Singapore. Yolla will be staying in Singapore for 6 months, while Etta and Christin will be staying for a while. really looking forward to meet them. cant get enough to meet them :) like what sis zhuomin shared during cell group meeting just now, there are 3 group of friends. the 1st group is so called the 'hi and bye' friends. we dont really talk to them about our life, we might not even remember their names. the 2nd group is those we hang out together because we have same interest. most probably, we meet them only for dinner, or just for movie. or might be because we like shopping so we shop together. the last group is what we call our best friend. we share everything with them, our dreams and visions, our secrets, our ups and downs.
ok.. i better go now. havent taken a shower yet. just ended the bbq session with the cell groups just now. tomorrow need to get up early to clear the bbq pit and go to harbour front.. take care!
Thursday, June 01, 2006
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