not in the mood of doing assignment...

supposed to be doing my assignment now.. havent written a single word at all!! woaaahhh.. i just dont have the mood now :(

furthermore.. i couldnt catch csi at chn5 just now.. duh..! all because of the wind that made the picture blurry and something it is missing! duh...!

how how how?? i need to force myself to read the book! i just cant understand anything abt the book :( and supposed to find 3 book reviews abt the book also... huaaaaaa. ce me pan!! only left wed, thur, and fri to do everything finish :(

jia you brill! dont be so lazy!! jia you jia you!!

thank God for todae! :D

didnt sleep well throughout the night (ok.. morning.. slept from 430am - 900am :( ) woke up for a lot of times.. there was no peacefulness in my sleep. i guess i am worrying too much for certain things, especially my assignment. almost cancelled my appointment with friends.. but got the strength to wake up on time.. especially when roy had sent me an sms asking whether i had already woken.. hohoho..took my time to shower and getting ready.. but in the end.. i still had to wait for them -_-" God really tested my patience on waiting for people. i guessed that coz i always made people wait :P

really blessed by the sermon that was delivered by Pst. Jeffry Rachmat and the praise and worship that was led by GMB. Pst. Jeffry talked abt vision.. he quoted Hellen Keller.. "the worse thing of not having sight is having no vision." when we closed our eyes, what we would see? darkness? or something that you see in the future? really.. vision would guide you to enter into the future.

i really thanked God for today.. He gave me peacefulness and joy inside of me. even though i was angry for a while.. but it didnt last long. He restored back my joy and peacefulness in me. it's really a choice to be grumpy all the day long or to be joyful all day. i could choose not to leave everything to God and blamed everything.. but i was glad that i didnt do that :D

i did enjoy myself today.. especially with a bunch of cheerful and lovely companion of yolla, roy and shandy. with them, i am really who i am, no mask covering me whenever i am with them. thank God for such friends whom He put in my life :D even though my feets were aching at the end of the day... but it was worthwhile!!

the strong wind at jurong east mrt station

there is always time to take some pics even when we are waiting for train

oh dear.. a before and after picture?? spot the differences!

we were the last one to left the place coz we couldnt bear not taking more pics

hand-in-hand in facing the path ahead

visiting shandy at his new house

the 1st pic we took.. we were still look nice and neat

last but not least.. a pic of us at bugis..!

there are actually more pictures but they are in yolla's camera.. when you have a good hp with a good camera and new camera.. everywhere you go, you will take pics. yolla's camera and hp seem like being own by 4 of us :P

love you all! :D

my assignment is still in progress

hohohohoo... 1 more week before i am free from politic, economy, america and the future. and now is the time to struggle with my assignment. most of you might be wondering.. woahhh brillyan becomes so hardworking that she started her assignment 1 week earlier.. duhh.. how i wish i can do it last minute as my brain works better doing last minute assignment :P but i cant help it. the assignment and exam require me to read 2 books and 3 book reviews. how to finish it???? duuuhhhh.... never mind.. struggle now.. have fun later! :D

Thanks Be To God

saw an advertisement at newton with the saying "Fully Sold. Thanks Be To God" I just love the advertisement! Guess.. who owns the site.. LIPPO GROUP! amazing! Thanks God for such a company. You know what.. one day.. I should do that too! Be it I am in the advertising line.. or if according to God's will, I might event have a big company :P all glory to God!!!

cant understand...

cant understand why some people just love to turn on their music on their mobile phone so loud, even when they are alone. had the experience when i was on the bus 197 on the way home from ica building. worst, the guy was just beside me. all i did was staring at him and turn my mp4 player louder to cover the music. i guess some people also disliked the sound that one of them chose to move from his seat :P well.. to the guy.. here is a good advice, save some money to buy your mobile phone's headset. :D

temptation

i was very tempted to be angry at everyone and everything today. not sure what had happened to me.. it started when i was waiting for a bus to go to the united square. i told my friend that i would be late and she told me to go straight to juntion 8 to meet them. i was quite pissed off as i would only be late not later than 1/2 hour and they couldnt even wait. and eventually, i reached junction 8 earlier than them. my friend knew that i was pissed off, so she apologized when another friend wasnt around. it was so easy to bring up all the past hurt... throughout the journey to junction 8.. how many times i thought of the times when i had to wait for her for a long time. and she couldnt even wait for me for a while.

on the way to the mrt to go back home, i told her bluntly that i regretted to go all the way to junction 8. partly cause i was still in my bad mood.. and also, i was disappointed on some things that even me myself couldnt understand. i thought that.. i went all the way to junction 8, walking thru the rain.. even though i brough umbrella, i was still wet, and i wasnt even sure what was the purpose of me going to junction 8 *sigh* it was just so easy to be angry at everything.

thru out the journey, i just told myself to be patient.. kept on praying to God that i wont flare up at others... well, thank God i didnt flare up at anyone till i reached home.

another temptation to be angry came during the journey inside the bus 36 on the way home. i sat at the wrong place! there was water dripping from the bus' ceiling above me -_-" aiyoooo...i couldnt even sleep cause it 'attacked' me from front and behind. i think that everyone was looking at me.. cause no matter what i didnt move from that seat :P i had no choice coz there was no more space for me to stand up. so i bear with the water thru out the journey. i used the plastic bag that i had to prevent the water to drip to my pants :P no idea how come i became so smart to come up with that idea :P thru out the incident, whenever the water dripped at me successfully, i would just smile. hahaha.. i had no idea why i did that :P

felt like walking in the rain from bus stop to home. but i knew that i couldnt do that. i am having flu.. so i cant afford to be sicker.. i still have plans for tml, sat and sun...cant be sick! maybe next time then walk in the rain..

feel much better now.. but i still need something.. someone's hug.. any volunteer? huahauha..