disappointment

learnt a lot by selling IAF tickets.. rejection after rejection.. bayangin.. nda tahu kenapa.. kali ini koq sedih banget kalo ada yang nda mau dateng..ato udah ada yang pesen tp last minute dicancel. aku emang nda bs blame mereka utk cancelin githu..tp tetep aza sedih..padahal kan udah semangat2nya..tp malah 'gugur' 1 by 1.. hix hix... dah githu 'masa' itu lg tiba...emosiku pasti bakalan kacau balau...haiz...2 things to look forward... hari H nya IAF dan balik ke Surabaya... God,please let those days come faster..

Bahasa Indonesia

One school is also likely to offer Bahasa Indonesia as a third language (http://sg.news.yahoo.com/cna/20070819/tap-singapore-looking-into-setting-up-fo-231650b.html)

Waaaahhh... now you can learn Bahasa Indonesia at school(s)... cool! i am proud of my language!! :D

my journey 2dae...

todae i had a very interesting dae :P

did assignment from thursday night till friday morning --> went to SIS --> went to Parkway Parade. something happened to Chalid's bah when he was running (a sign???) --> left post office, heavy rain so took a shelter at mcd till 11 plus --> went to Popular --> went home to catch a nap --> a string from one of the construction equipment broke down, and a heavy thing fell down with a loud crash when i was having lunch+dinner --> went to Katong Shopping Centre to bind the assignment --> went to the bus stop at Amber Road to catch a bus to Paya Lebar MRT Station. Bus 43, the 1 i took, brokedown at Tanjong Katong Road --> took MRT from Paya Lebar till Red Hill --> took cab from Red Hill to Jurong West St. 91. Uncle drove very fast!!! --> my new red bag's sling broke down!!! i just used that bag today only :'( exactly something like what i saw happened to chalid --> took MRT home to Paya Lebar --> talked to a Korean lady in the bus stop, her name is Denise. Is there any cute handsome Korean guy that I can talk to?? --> saw a dead rat in the middle of road of Amber Gardens. it was gross as the content of the stomach was outside... yuckss!!!

what a day.....

wondering....

can soccer unites the country and stops the war???
hopefully...

assignment...

it has been a month since my last post :P had the mood to write, but i was occupied to do something else ;)
anyway..right now i am rushing for the advertising assignment. have to submit it by this saturday..hohoho..and i am not done with any exexcutions yet hix hix...and my mind is blocked now hix hix...can some1 please help me???

thank God..

i was reading a blog by chance.. and one thing for sure.. i thank God that there are still many indonesians out there who care about indonesia :) and i do really believe that these people will make a difference in indonesia one day :) isnt that great knowing that there are people beside yourself, who continue thinking, caring and praying for indonesia. we might not know each other... but for sure...we have the same mission :)
jia you people!!

more personality...

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

how extrovert i am....

Your Extroversion Profile:

Friendliness: Very High Cheerfulness: High Excitement Seeking: High Sociability: High Activity Level: Medium Assertiveness: Low

How Extroverted Are You?

the five factor personality test

Extroversion:
You have medium extroversion.You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."

Conscientiousness:
You have low conscientiousness.Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously.Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions.Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done.

Agreeableness:
You have medium agreeableness.You're generally a friendly and trusting person.But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.

Neuroticism:
You have medium neuroticism.You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is low.You're a pretty conservative person, and you favor what's socially acceptable.You think that change for novelty's sake is a very bad idea.While some may see this as boring, many see you as dependable and wise

the cute elephants..

i was reading Reader's Digest for the month of April 07 when i came to read about Lek who helped a lot of elephants in Thailand. so.. i visitied the website www.elephantnaturepark.org to find out more about the park. urrghhh... i feel like going there... maybe i should add this to my wishlist :P:P but the stories of the elephants were so touching. one elephant who is blind is being guided by another elephant. they wont leave each other... such a sweet friendship! dont you think so?? well.. maybe 1 day..i should really go there!! anyone wants to company me??? :)

understanding me better :P

I took a test at http://www.oneishy.com/personality/personality_test.php to check whether i have changed from sanguine melancholy to something else. and the result was.... sanguine phlegmatic.. am i a phlegmatic? i still say that i am more like a melancholy person :P


Weaknesses of a Sanguine
The Extrovert The Talker The Optimist

The Sanguine's Emotions
Compulsive talker
Exaggerates and elaborates
Dwells on trivia
Can't remember names --> true..sorry if i cant remember ur name :(
Scares others off
Too happy for some
Has restless energy
Egotistical
Blusters and complains
Naive, gets taken in
Has loud voice and laugh --> i believe i do have aloud voice :P
Controlled by circumstances
Gets angry easily --> trying to control myself... jia you!!
Seems phony to some
Never Grows Up --> hey!! i grow up! :P

The Sanguine As A Parent
Keeps home in a frenzy
Forgets children's appointments
disorganized
Doesn't listen to the whole story

The Sanguine At Work
Would rather talk --> i am looking for a job that requires me to talk talk and talk :P :P
forgets obligations
Doesn't follow through
Confidence fades fast
Undisciplined --> hix hix.. it's true :(
Priorities out of order --> another one that is soooo me..!
Decides by feelings --> aha!! i am a feeler!
Easily distracted --> cant never concentrate at one thing :X
Wastes time talking --> do i?? :P

The Sanguine As a Friend
Hates to be alone --> i just dont want to be lonely with no one to talk to.. talk too much!
Needs to be center stage --> sounds like the 'leo' side of me yah...
Wants to be popular --> another one that sounds like 'leo'
Looks for credit
dominates conversations
Interrupts and doesn't listen
answers for others
Fickle and forgetful
Makes excuses
Repeats stories

Strengths of a Sanguine
The Extrovert The Talker The Optimist

The Sanguine's Emotions
Appealing personality --> am i appealing to you??
Talkative, Storyteller --> ask my close friends..and they will agree with you
Life of the Party
Good sense of humor
Memory for color
Physically holds on to listener
Emotional and demonstrative --> i am an emotional person.. ask yolla :P
Enthusiastic and expressive
Cheerful and bubbling over
Curious
Good on stage --> huahahhaa.. i get nervous on stage :$
Wide-eyed and innocent
Lives in the present
Changeable disposition
Sincere at heart
Always a child --> of course!! i am always a child to my parents :) and to God too!!

The Sanguine As A Parent
Makes Home Fun
Is liked by children's friends
Turns disaster into humor
Is the circus master

The Sanguine At Work
Volunteers for Jobs --> then you know who you should be looking for :P
thinks up new activities
Looks great on the Surface
Creative and colorful
Has energy and enthusiasm
Starts in a flashy way
Inspires others to join
charms others to work

The Sanguine As a Friend
Makes friends easily
Loves People --> i love every single persons that i meet
Thrives on compliments
Seems exciting
envied by others
Doesn't hold grudges --> trying to.....
apologizes quickly
Prevents dull moments
Likes spontaneous activities

Weaknesses of a Phlegmatic
The Introvert The Watcher The Pessimist

The Phlegmatic's Emotions
Unenthusiastic
Fearful and worried --> i do sometimes...
Indecisive
Avoids responsibility
Quiet will of iron
Selfish
To shy and reticent --> soooo not me!
Too compromising
Self-righteous

The Phlegmatic As A Parent
Lax on discipline --> i am an undisciplined person :(
Doesn't organize home
Takes life to easy

The Phlegmatic At Work
Not goal oriented
Lacks self motivation
Hard to get moving
Resents being pushed
Lazy and careless --> huh?? careless yah... lazy..sometimes..kekee
Discourages others --> opposites of my sanguine personality?
Would rather watch --> so not me! i prefer do than watch

The Phlegmatic As a Friend
Dampens enthusiasm --> am i?
Stays uninvolved --> i love to involve in everything kekekee...
Is not exciting --> another opposite of my sanguine?
Indifferent to plans
Judges others --> trying not to..
Sarcastic and teasing
Resists change --> if it is for better... why not?

Strengths of a Phlegmatic
The Introvert The Watcher The Pessimist

The Phlegmatic's Emotions
Low-key personality
Easygoing and relaxed
Calm, cool and collected
Patient well balanced
Consistent life
Quiet but witty
Sympathetic and kind
Keeps emotions hidden
Happily reconciled to life
All-purpose person --> sounds like the contact lens cleaning solution :P

The Phlegmatic As A Parent
Makes a good parent
Takes time for the children
Is not in a hurry
Can take the good with the bad
Doesn't get upset easily

The Phlegmatic At Work
Competent and steady
Peaceful and agreeable
Has administrative ability --> was that why i was chosen as secretary for a lot of times?:P
Mediates problems
Avoids conflicts --> who loves conflict?
Good under pressure --> i am not!!
Finds the easy way

The Phlegmatic As a Friend
Easy to get along with --> what do you think, my friends?
Pleasant and enjoyable
Inoffensive
Good listener --> i am trying to be one... hopefully i can be 1...
Dry sense of humor
Enjoys watching people
Has many friends
Has compassion and concern

what i want to do...

list of what i want to do....

1. go to BALI!!! (it has been A LOT OF YEARS since i touched bali for the last time)
2. explore the whole Indonesia...i believe that Indonesia has a lot of nice places to explore and they are waiting to be discover :) any1 wants to join in?
3. go to hongkong -> i had been to disneyland at california, orlando and japan. left with hongkong and france :P
4. go to europe, korea.... hm..any countries that i left out?
5. diving/snorkeling --> i want to see the creations of GOd that live in the sea :D
6. parasailing -> how does it feel to fly?
7. rafting
8. buggy jumping maybe?? :P when one day, i am daring enuff :P
9. the new ferris wheel at marina!!! hohohoo.. cant wait to ride that...with some1 special :D (not necessary him... as long as they are special to me...;) are you the special 1?? :P)

when i remember more things to do... i shall add more :P

thoughts on what happened in US...

some of you might know what was happening over at the US yesterday. 33 people were killed in Virginia Tech University. Apparently, the investigation showed that a Korean student who was the shooter and he killed himself after the incident ended.

The article that I read in http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/afp_asiapacific/view/270916/1/.html said that the shooter was a lonely man. It made me think what his reason was in doing all this. Stress? Rejected or bullied by his peers? Call me a CSI fanatic, but i did learn things from the series. There was one episode about how a man was killed by five persons in the aeroplane (dont ask me which 1...i cant remember the episode's title now :P) it happened because the man was having headache as he was having allergy when he was at certain heights. when he couldnt handle his headache, he started to act wierdly and the people around him tried to stop him and accidentially killed him. at the end of the episode, the CSIs were discussing what they would be doing if they were in the passengers' shoes. and i loved what Grissom said...it took five persons to stop him, but it took only one person to care and ask him about his condition. which is true!! sometimes, we just dont care about the persons beside us. maybe something bad wont happen if we take one moment to just ask and care about these people.

There was one time when i took bus from orchard to home. When i passed Plaza Singapura, i saw a man was lying down on the pavement and he looked very bad. His girlfirend (i assumed she was his girlfriend...there were only 2 of them) was so confused and didnt know what to do. so she ran to the nearest 7-eleven at the dhoby ghaut mrt station. i could see from the bus that no one tried to stop from what they were doing and tried to help him. (on the rest of the journey, i was worried for him...how i wish i just alighted there and help them... i could see from their appearance that they were not local, my guess was that they came from china) i couldnt blame those people who didnt stop...anyway, it was their choice. but if something bad happened to him, wouldnt we regret for not helping him? foreigners in a foreign country who did not know anyone... i could understand that feeling.. after all, i am still called a foreigner in Singapore :P

anyway, how i wished that the shooting massacre didnt happen. 33 people just gone like that... maybe we should start to make a difference once again in other people??

Here another personality test..

Your Type is ESFP
Extraverted 78%
Sensing 25%
Feeling 62%
Perceiving 33%

ESFP type description by D.Keirsey
ESFP type description by J. Butt
Career Choices for Your Type

Qualitative analysis of your type formula

• You are:
  - very expressed extravert
  - moderately expressed sensing personality
  - distinctively expressed feeling personality
  - moderately expressed perceiving personality1

Extraverted Sensing Feeling Perceiving by Joe Butt

"Where's the party?" ESFPs love people, excitement, telling stories and having fun. The spontaneous, impulsive nature of this type is almost always entertaining. And ESFPs love to entertain -- on stage, at work, and/or at home. Social gatherings are an energy boost to these "people" people.

SPs sometimes think and talk in more of a spider-web approach. Several of my ESFP friends jump from thought to thought in mid-sentence, touching here or there in a manner that's almost incoherent to the listener, but will eventually cover the waterfront by skipping on impulse from one piece of information to another. It's really quite fascinating.

New! ESFPs are attracted to new ideas, new fashions, new gadgets, new ______. Perhaps it's the newness of life that attracts ESFPs to elementary education, especially to preschool and kindergarten.

ESFPs love to talk to people about people. Some of the most colorful storytellers are ESFPs. Their down-to-earth, often homespun wit reflects a mischievous benevolence.
Almost every ESFP loves to talk. Some can be identified by the twenty minute conversation required to ask or answer a simple factual question.

Functional Analysis:
Extraverted Sensing

The dominant function of ESFPs is concerned with the reality that is perceived through the senses. This type's prime directive is to examine the tangible through taste, touch, sight, feeling and hearing. ESFPs' need for new experiences surely results from this function. Feeling gives focus to the collected information, producing the amiable nature of this type. As perceivers, ESFPs do not linger on moral concerns unless it is in service of a Greater Good and/or a unifying cause.

Introverted Feeling

Feeling, which tends to decision-making in the interest of individual beings, is auxiliary to sensing. As with all introverted functions, feeling for ESFPs has a surreal, cryptic, quintessential nature. It is more often implied than verbally expressed, more apparent in countenance and deed rather than word or creed. Feeling takes care that playful pokes and pranks do no harm to the victim.

Extraverted Thinking

This tertiary function is at the ready to give definitive answers when the world requires them. It provides a measure of balance to Introverted Feeling, allowing the ESFP some level of boundary and protection from those who would take advantage. When overused or overestimated, however, Thinking becomes a liability. ESFPs do well to seek out confirmation of the soundness of tough-minded decisions.

Introverted iNtuition

This function is least visible. As is the nature of the inferior (fourth) function, ESFP intuition lacks a sense of balance. This type seems most successful in deducing patterns and seeing connections only after a thorough examination of the facts (which process appears quite unorganized and haphazard to non-SPs). Although some ESFPs may develop such abilities, the mastery of logic, analysis and abstraction is usually difficult and wearying, and not very much fun.

Famous ESFPs:
Saint Mark (Christ's disciple), Dale Evans, Gracie Allen, Bob Hope, Eva Gabor, Willard Scott, Goldie Hawn, Kyle Petty, Arsenio Hall, Mary Lou Retton, Kathy Lee Gifford. Steve Irwin, Woody Harrelson (Cheers)

Fictional ESFPs:
Tim "The Toolman" Taylor(Home Improvement), Cody (Step By Step), Mrs. Pumphrey (James Herriot, All Creatures Great and Small)

Personality Test

Personality Test Results

Our basic personality can be summed up in four descriptions: Director, Cheerleader, Investigator and Caregiver.

Your Scores:

Director 20%
Cheerleader 28%
Investigator 20%
Caregiver 32%

As children of God we know that we have been created by Him and for Him. We are individuals, each uniquely designed. In our uniqueness we also have commonalities because we have the same Creator. Because we are human many times our differences can present challenges in effectively communicating with others.

We each communicate with others based upon our perception of the world around us. This sometimes clouds the message that we both send and receive. Through an understanding of our commonalities and differences we can increase this effectiveness. In addition, through the love of Christ that we can each experience, we all have the ability to communicate through our differences.

some pictures to show off :P

took this on 130407 at Heeren

when else we got the chance to sit on this type of car.. (di indo kayaknya nda sekeren ini deh mobilnya :P)

the view from my seat during the Healing Service by Pst Benny Hinn at Singapore Indoor Stadium

Deby and Brillyan before the service started

Roy and Shandy with their big glass of drink

Sendy couldnt bring it home...only could take photo with it..

Brillyan and Sendy at Fish n Co at Wheelock Place. Good food, good place and last but not least, good companions!

thank God

today i dont really feel that well.. i think i got 'masuk angin' (=enter wind??) didnt really have a good sleep last night. but in the afternoon, i took a longggggggg nap.

well... really wanna thank God todae that i could concentrate in reading the textbook without my mind flying to everywhere :) and also..thanks to my bro in batam who made me laughing with his sms.. with my textbook and sms..i didnt feel lonely at all :D instead of thinking what i miss, i should be appreciating what is in front of me right... shldnt i?

jangan salahkan aku kalo kadang-kadang aku hanya ingin dimanja...

some easter pictures...

we took this picture when shandy was sleeping beside me

roy doesnt like perfect picture, so he decided to spoil the picture -_-"

in the mrt, on the way home

roy couldnt wait to use his PINK umbrella

the sweet ladies :D

roy, sendy, brilly just before the easter service

the lighting is just perfect to take some pictures

roy took this.. and he left sendy out of the picture!

here i am... back at my blog

hellloooooooo.... i am wondering..is there still someone out there reading my blog? hahahaa... eniwei.. just in case there is still someone out there, thank you for reading my blog!!!
what should i sae...? Happy Easter!!! Yup yup!!! Jesus Christ has risen from the dead!! Halleluya!
Cant stay too long here.. Just changed my blog skin to freshen it up. the cows had been working too long.. it is time to let them rest :D
Better go now... shall share some stories with ya next time k? take care!!

about me according to the web

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


The Real You
Here is the analysis:

You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.

You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.

Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?

Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

What's your personality love style?
Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

What type of personality do you have?
Here is the analysis:

Kind and GentleYour kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

What does being a friend really mean to you?

You value your friendships: 65%
You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

Jealousy Test

Jealousy Level: 55%
You are a jealous person but you try not to let it showYou often get very jealous of others but you are successful at controlling your emotions publicly. When you feel that other people are winning things that you deserve, you get very upset, but you won't hurt anybody else by making a scene. Your jealousy is private. You might, for example, cry yourself to sleep at night when you get really jealous of someone.

Cinderella
How you control your husband, who will lead the family and who will be led?
You tend to adopt traditional roles of a fine woman. You listen to what your husband tell you attentively and enjoy being guided and led by him.

not in the mood of doing assignment...

supposed to be doing my assignment now.. havent written a single word at all!! woaaahhh.. i just dont have the mood now :(

furthermore.. i couldnt catch csi at chn5 just now.. duh..! all because of the wind that made the picture blurry and something it is missing! duh...!

how how how?? i need to force myself to read the book! i just cant understand anything abt the book :( and supposed to find 3 book reviews abt the book also... huaaaaaa. ce me pan!! only left wed, thur, and fri to do everything finish :(

jia you brill! dont be so lazy!! jia you jia you!!

thank God for todae! :D

didnt sleep well throughout the night (ok.. morning.. slept from 430am - 900am :( ) woke up for a lot of times.. there was no peacefulness in my sleep. i guess i am worrying too much for certain things, especially my assignment. almost cancelled my appointment with friends.. but got the strength to wake up on time.. especially when roy had sent me an sms asking whether i had already woken.. hohoho..took my time to shower and getting ready.. but in the end.. i still had to wait for them -_-" God really tested my patience on waiting for people. i guessed that coz i always made people wait :P

really blessed by the sermon that was delivered by Pst. Jeffry Rachmat and the praise and worship that was led by GMB. Pst. Jeffry talked abt vision.. he quoted Hellen Keller.. "the worse thing of not having sight is having no vision." when we closed our eyes, what we would see? darkness? or something that you see in the future? really.. vision would guide you to enter into the future.

i really thanked God for today.. He gave me peacefulness and joy inside of me. even though i was angry for a while.. but it didnt last long. He restored back my joy and peacefulness in me. it's really a choice to be grumpy all the day long or to be joyful all day. i could choose not to leave everything to God and blamed everything.. but i was glad that i didnt do that :D

i did enjoy myself today.. especially with a bunch of cheerful and lovely companion of yolla, roy and shandy. with them, i am really who i am, no mask covering me whenever i am with them. thank God for such friends whom He put in my life :D even though my feets were aching at the end of the day... but it was worthwhile!!

the strong wind at jurong east mrt station

there is always time to take some pics even when we are waiting for train

oh dear.. a before and after picture?? spot the differences!

we were the last one to left the place coz we couldnt bear not taking more pics

hand-in-hand in facing the path ahead

visiting shandy at his new house

the 1st pic we took.. we were still look nice and neat

last but not least.. a pic of us at bugis..!

there are actually more pictures but they are in yolla's camera.. when you have a good hp with a good camera and new camera.. everywhere you go, you will take pics. yolla's camera and hp seem like being own by 4 of us :P

love you all! :D

my assignment is still in progress

hohohohoo... 1 more week before i am free from politic, economy, america and the future. and now is the time to struggle with my assignment. most of you might be wondering.. woahhh brillyan becomes so hardworking that she started her assignment 1 week earlier.. duhh.. how i wish i can do it last minute as my brain works better doing last minute assignment :P but i cant help it. the assignment and exam require me to read 2 books and 3 book reviews. how to finish it???? duuuhhhh.... never mind.. struggle now.. have fun later! :D

Thanks Be To God

saw an advertisement at newton with the saying "Fully Sold. Thanks Be To God" I just love the advertisement! Guess.. who owns the site.. LIPPO GROUP! amazing! Thanks God for such a company. You know what.. one day.. I should do that too! Be it I am in the advertising line.. or if according to God's will, I might event have a big company :P all glory to God!!!

cant understand...

cant understand why some people just love to turn on their music on their mobile phone so loud, even when they are alone. had the experience when i was on the bus 197 on the way home from ica building. worst, the guy was just beside me. all i did was staring at him and turn my mp4 player louder to cover the music. i guess some people also disliked the sound that one of them chose to move from his seat :P well.. to the guy.. here is a good advice, save some money to buy your mobile phone's headset. :D

temptation

i was very tempted to be angry at everyone and everything today. not sure what had happened to me.. it started when i was waiting for a bus to go to the united square. i told my friend that i would be late and she told me to go straight to juntion 8 to meet them. i was quite pissed off as i would only be late not later than 1/2 hour and they couldnt even wait. and eventually, i reached junction 8 earlier than them. my friend knew that i was pissed off, so she apologized when another friend wasnt around. it was so easy to bring up all the past hurt... throughout the journey to junction 8.. how many times i thought of the times when i had to wait for her for a long time. and she couldnt even wait for me for a while.

on the way to the mrt to go back home, i told her bluntly that i regretted to go all the way to junction 8. partly cause i was still in my bad mood.. and also, i was disappointed on some things that even me myself couldnt understand. i thought that.. i went all the way to junction 8, walking thru the rain.. even though i brough umbrella, i was still wet, and i wasnt even sure what was the purpose of me going to junction 8 *sigh* it was just so easy to be angry at everything.

thru out the journey, i just told myself to be patient.. kept on praying to God that i wont flare up at others... well, thank God i didnt flare up at anyone till i reached home.

another temptation to be angry came during the journey inside the bus 36 on the way home. i sat at the wrong place! there was water dripping from the bus' ceiling above me -_-" aiyoooo...i couldnt even sleep cause it 'attacked' me from front and behind. i think that everyone was looking at me.. cause no matter what i didnt move from that seat :P i had no choice coz there was no more space for me to stand up. so i bear with the water thru out the journey. i used the plastic bag that i had to prevent the water to drip to my pants :P no idea how come i became so smart to come up with that idea :P thru out the incident, whenever the water dripped at me successfully, i would just smile. hahaha.. i had no idea why i did that :P

felt like walking in the rain from bus stop to home. but i knew that i couldnt do that. i am having flu.. so i cant afford to be sicker.. i still have plans for tml, sat and sun...cant be sick! maybe next time then walk in the rain..

feel much better now.. but i still need something.. someone's hug.. any volunteer? huahauha..