Taken from "Do You Think I'm Beautiful?" by Angela Thomas

"If you could only grasp how wide and how long and how high and how deep. Then you'd know, yes, I really love you.

Do you wonder if you are too far away from Me, My love is wider still.

Do you think that you've been away too long, My love will wait longer.

Do you believe that no one would ever want someone like you, My love is higher than all the others.

Have you been sure that you are too far gone? My love is deep enough to reach even you.

You cannot fall past My love,

You cannot outrun My love,

You cannot reach the end of My love

It is wide and long and high and deep enough for you..."

I'm in Surabaya!!

Urgh.. I am shld be sleeping now.. but part of me wanted to post something first before i got to sleep even though my eyes are tired and are in pain..so, i decided to type something here before i find my prince charming :D

it has been one week since i reached surabaya. has not really been to many places, except rs mitra keluarga (family's partner hospital) a lot of times. my grandma has been hospitalised since last friday. praying hard that she would be ok soon and be discharged soon. has been visiting her almost everyday (except sunday) since the day 1. and i am glad to report that she is getting well :D at least, she can eat more things that she was at her home.

oh yah.. i am now a proud owner of toyota yaris.. huehehee.. have been driving it for a lot of times now. hm.. shld take the photo of it yah.. never mind.. i owe you the photo of it k? :P so far.. havent crashed into anything yet.. well, almost :$ but thank God it didnt really happen. let's see.. what's inside my car.. i can sae.. it's a bit messy :$ i just left my textbook at the back just like that.. hehee.. convenient :P and.. i have my 7 dwarfs to company me at the back of the car plus a tissue holder bear. i am resisting myself to add anymore soft toys :P it's just so tempting to put more soft toys :$ eniwei.. havent really parked the car myself. there is always someone there to guide me.. still nervous about it.. hohhoho.. soon soon.. i will be able to park the car myself *praying hard*

what else what else.... hmm.. somehow surabaya feels wierd with yolla not around. just so used to having yolla around to drive hehehe.. and going out a lot with her. was thinking about it.. i guess by next year, yolla and most of my friends here will be working. then.. i would be the one stunned in surabaya doing nothing :P

well well.. i really cant take it anymore.. my eyes are hurting :( so not me of feeling tired at this time..anyway.. gotta sleep now.. waking up early tml to visit my grandma.. hopefully i am nt lazy enuff to keep all of you updated :P ciaoz!

excited!!

it's always exciting to go back to my hometown... cant wait till monday.. i am counting down now... 5 4 3 2 1!!!

catching up

thank God that I made the decision to call my mom and chatted with her. It has been a while since we last chatted. Yup.. Had a great time talking to her.. From what happened recently till about boys! Yup.. at my age.. we had already started to talk about my future husband. An advice from her was that.. try to find a man who is the youngest in the family.. well, cause I am the eldest among my siblings :P Anyway.. leave everything to God for this matter. I know He has reserved the best one for me! Amen! :D

Anyway.. hasnt been updating about myself nowadays.. I am having holiday AGAIN! till 11 December 2006. Will be having my exam on 30 October 2006. And planning to go back Surabaya in November.. Yipeee..! Cant wait till then... Friends in Surabaya.. wait for me k??????

Till then, I shall busy myself with whatever things that I can be busy with.

well.. I shall log off now.. ciaoz!!

It's Raining!!

How many times we complained... God, It's so hot!!! Oh No God..! It's raining!! Human.. so difficult to satisfy.. yup! including me.. When it is hot, I would complain that it is too hot.. when it is raining.. I would complain that the rain hinders my acitivity.

Well.. must really start to be bless the Lord whatever day it is. When it is hot.. Thank God we still have heat.. When it is raining, well, thank God for the rain to cool the weather..

Teach me Lord to thank You in whatever situation I am....

*sigh*

i am tired for being misunderstood..

we serve You. not You serve us

yes... how many times most of us forget that we serve Him..and not He serves us... ;)

long holiday

yes! i am complaining that i am having way too long for holiday. this is just the beginning..cant imagine that i will be having a lot of this kind of holiday till i graduate *sigh* not that i dont like to have holiday, but if it is too long, it makes me think wierdly. and by the time school starts, i will be too lazy to do anything.

anyway.. i did some cleaning on my room (i also wonder the lazy me become hardworking in cleaning my room) i was clearing all the cards that i posted on my table. decided to change the way my table looks like (well, it looks very clean and empty without the cards) when i took out the cards, i took time to read again all the wishes in the card. and you know what... when i had packed everything, i started to cry. it's all tepen's fault for passing the melan virus to me *hmph*

well, to be honest.. i think i am in one of my lowest point of my life (yes! finally.. i admit it!) blame it to the long holiday that makes me think wierd things :P have been questioning myself a lot recently. somehow my future becomes blur.. seems like i dont know what i want to do anymore. i did question God.. what He really wants from me. my melan side controlled me for the past few days..

when i was packing the cards and photos, i was feeling lonely. i thank God that i didnt throw the cards away. somehow those cards gave me the encouragement. there was one card from sis claire saying that i am not alone, God is there to watch over me. the moment i read that card, i bursted into tears. out of so many cards, that card left a deep impression till now.

and now i just wanted to did something.. i wanted to give this message to these specific people...

melissa from jtband, clarinet section - hey girl! how are you? i was reading the bdae wish card that you gave me years back. *shrugs* i havent been a good sister yah.. well, wondering how you are doing now. must been doing good over in aussie yah.. do take care!

8 sisters - how are you all doing? i just sent mass sms to those of you who are in singapore. well, only 3 of u replied.. i met yati, audrey and ginny. wondering about the rest of you. especially RITA!!! you didnt pick up my call and didnt reply my sms. my dear, where are you? are you ok? *sigh* Astrid... when are you coming to singapore? Ratna.. sorry that i didnt meet you up when you were in singapore. my parents were here, so i neeeded to company them. wish you all the best in jakarta with your work. Yuri.. you are another girl whom i havent met for so long. what are you doing now? still busy with your clarinet?

ci ena - i still keep the small note that you gave me when i had exam. it was so sweet of you giving nass and me an exam package. with the greedy me, within 2 days, whatever inside the package was inside my stomach :P havent been catching up with you.. jia you for your work!!

SP -ISCF - i still kept the card from all of you for my birthday. and you know what.. it dated 2 years back..hahaha.. how time flied yah.. most of you who wrote in the card had graduated from sp. really thankful for each one of you.. and i still keep the present nicely in the box ;)

grace - my buket! hahahhaa.. how are you bu? the last time i saw you was when kak lena came to sg. it was also a brief moment. havent been catching up with you. i shall organize a meal with you and pat2 soon :) wait for my sms yah.. heheee..

christine limantoro - i still have the xmas wish card that you sent to me.. heee.. wondering where you are right now..we havent been meeting each other for a very long time. hopefully, one day, we will be able to meet up :)

etta - just met up with you last month. but still not enuff :P just chatted with you..and you were watching korean drama :P dont cry when you watch it yah..hahahaa..

yolla - havent received your reply. must be busy doing stuff in jakarta. so envy of you to get to travel again. *sigh* can i follow? i also want to travel!!! put me in your luggage? i promise i will lose weight :D

cassandra, fenny, jennifer, devi - i hope that i get the 4 of u right from the card. lol. it was a 17th bdae card from the four of you. i noe devi, cassan dan fenny are still in singapore.. and jennifer still in usa? well..do take care yah all of you...

fenny, mel, wenda, yudi - my long lost irc friends :P all of you now are in aussie? well.. how are you all? hope all of you are doing great :)

N215 - a card made by rach. thank you for giving me a great family... :)

did i miss anyone? hopefully not.. hahaa.. STM (short-term memory)... i just didnt want to take the cards out again from the box :P (not lazy lah..just that..erer..later cry how?)
better go now.. have been in front of the laptop for too long. i better rest my eyes.. *ciaoz*

swollen face

extracted 4 wisdom teeth on thursday. the gums were swollen so i had difficulty in eating. have to eat plain porridge for the next few days :( the good news is that.. i can eat ice cream as much as i can. but then.. can only eat those plain ice cream..not with the fillings :(
okie.. i better take my medicine now.. see ya all! ciaoz!

something to share...

havent been updating my blog.. my parents are in singapore since saturday.. so i have been busy companying them..well, beside that.. i managed to meet marietta on friday and also went to the International Nite 2006 on saturday. shall share some photos of the events with you all.. oh yah.. i also went to bukit timah hill for hiking with my parents.. it was a great experience.. but.. it would be more fun in indonesia, as the venue changes every week. well, in bukit timah hill, you have a fixed route. that's the difference... kind of lost my patience during international nite 06.. after the whole event.. the alumni were waiting there for nothing.. okok..we were waiting for andrew to go for supper.. ehh.. wait.. i have no idea who we were waiting for :P anyway.. what i wanted to share was that.. the organizer didnt really clear up the whole place. at first, wei hong and some of the guys started to help up in moving the chairs away. then..wei hong helped to take off the balloons at the back.. even at that time, the organizers and helpers didnt get the hint at all. so when wei hong used a pencil to burst the balloons, i got frustrated and told the rest of the alumni that we better did something if we did not want to wait till tomorrow morning. so in the end, we bursted all the balloons and cleared up the rubbsih.. which didnt take us 1/2 hour to do all that. and even in the end, no1 seemed like got the hint.. *shrugs* alumni went there to clear up the place... and wait till u ask me about the whole event.. we didnt get a good seat! *shrug* okieee..better stop my compalaining here.. before i ended saying every details of everything :P

Messy-hair Me and My Father @ Bukit Timah

My Mother and Sweating Me @ Bukit Timah

The Alumni of ISClub

The 3 Pretty Ladies

Brillyan and Mee Ling during International Nite 06 @ NP

Brillyan and Yi Shyuan during International Nite 2006 @ NP

Etta, Metta and Brillyan @ Paragon's Toilet

do you call this art? :P

Brillyan and Marietta @ Heeren

Well.. gotta to go.. going to have my 4 wisdom teeth extracted later.. a bit scared :$ ciaoz!

superman returns!

watched 'superman returns' at cineleisure with the guys just now. hm.. didnt really like the movie.. but love the actor though. he was a handsome man!! well, i agreed that i paid just to watch the handsome actor, not for the movie. hahhaaa..i just cant believe the ending :P well, some of lines that they used sounded like they took it from the Bible hahaha.. but of course! superman is not human's saviour!

anyway.. still doing my assignment at this hour. i am sleepy *yawnz*

a word in season

sis claire shared about disappointment in cell group meeting todae. well, word in season yah... just had disappointment with a person this week. but thank God that everything is okie now... :)

in the end...

FINALLY!!! i have made a decision.. hahhaaa.. i just have to share this first before i can concentrate in my assignment..

what decision? yup.. about the matter that had been bothering me since the beginning of arts and our world class. i decided not to be bothered by the matter anymore. since she is more comfortable with her new friend, then let her be. is not that i cant live without her in my life. is not that i dont call her my friend anymore. but if there is a level of friendship, she is just been downgraded by me in my life! :P (do i sound so mean?)

well, i learnt to this decision as today i experienced something. i decided to have lunch together with them. but, it was a mistake, even though i thought that i gave myself a chance. throughout the journey, i just didnt enjoy it. i felt so lonely and uncomfortable. they were talking things that i just couldnt understand. in the end, i was there to watch the scenary. it had been sometimes since i passed bukit merah area :P

but through this experience, i learnt things. like what i told a friend of mine, there is a time when you know who your true friends are. and also i told her that, surely beside you, there are people who care for you, is just whether you want to open your eyes to see them or not. you might say that no one cares for you, but those friends beside you have been trying to be there for you. well... must really open our eyes big big :)

some of you might be wondering, why i bother about friendship thingy so much. well.. now you know me more..! ;) i am the person who really think hard about friendship. in my life, my 1st priority is God, then family and then friends. even if i have boyfriend, i might still put my priority more to my friends, cause i know that they stand by me no matter what happens. well, thank God, for me, i dont need to fight between boyfriend and friends huahuaaa..(that's 1 thing abt being single :P)

i wanna take this chance to thank my princess (i am not les :P).. thank you for answering my call and listening to me just now. it felt great after letting everything out to you. love ya!! also want to thank my friend who is so faaaarrrr in surabaya. thanks for replying my sms... miss ya and love ya!

better go back to my assignment now.. *ciaoz*

...what i should do...

after attended the IGCF exco's meeting just now, it strucked me back about my ministry. on the way home, i was thinking that i havent done a good job! *shrugs*

what i need to do now is to really sit down and evaluate my ministry. and really plan what i should do for the next step. like what Pst Kong has always share, never plan means you plan to fail. i guess now is the time.. especially after exam this saturday i will have a lot of time, since it is holiday..

anyone wants to sit down with me? lol.. i am the person who need someone to do it together with me. if i do it alone, i would do it halfway and will never finish it :P well, time to force myself to sit down and really think about it.

jia you brillyan!

for all my friends!

what is my vision?

the message by Pst Tan YP duing the weekend service was powerful! it was really a great way to end the service in Hall 1 for the pas 4 weeks. As what Xuelin said to the cg members, moving back to hall 8 means we are moving to another level. i really cant wait to go there next week!anyway, before i get too excited, i shall share more things with you all.

"A man without vision is a man without future." how would you respond to that? :P well, i am totally agreeeee! everyone of us has a vision of what we will be in the future.

listening to the message.. it made me thinking again.. what is my vision? so many things that i want to do.. but everytime, half way, i always gave up. that is so bad! as what sis jiaying shared for the cell grp on thurs, commitment comes first and the promotion. if i cant commit myself to the vision, how i am supposed to do greater things for God? so.. what is important now is to find back the vision from God and really commit myself to the vision.

i had a vision from God yesterday. the flash of picture of 2 hands holding each other in my mind has been 'disturbing' me for a lot of time. usually, i would just put that picture aside as i thought that i was just too desperate to hold some1's hand.. uahuahuaa.. but God showed me another thing. i finally understand what He was trying to say. He wanted to tell me that He wants to work together with me. the other hand that i am holding is His hand. He wants to walk and work together with me. it made me realise that how many time i had walked alone. depending on my own strength. i had totally forgotten that there was someone there who had been wanting to share things with me. i gues.. i have learnt my lesson.

anyway.. going to update the cell group's blog.. so.. going now.. *ciaoz*

things that i cant understand

there are things that i cant understand..maybe i am not supposed to know.. haix..

i guess i am just thinking too much.. cause i am just too tired..i shldnt think abt this too much.. oh dear.. but i guess.. it cant be help as almost everyday i see the person. well, when it is holiday, i hope that i am able to forget everything...

*ciaoz*

reunion

last saturday, i was invited for cindy's 21st bithday celebration. a little bit about cindy, we were classmates during our sec3 and sec4 time. we were also the only girl student councillor in 4e2. we were close once.. but after our graduation from sec sch, we didnt really contact each other. pretty surprised when she sent sms to invite me for her birthday celebration. so touched that she still remembers me :)

anyway, i went to east coast park after my church's service. i was not sure who would be there. i was thinking that i would just drop by for a while. and when i stepped into the lobby of the chalet, i saw familiar faces. yup! there were my secondary school mates there. audrey, jarred, june, kailin, ginny, huiling...and at the chalet, i met with some of the secondary sch friends too... there were yu soon, domenic, freddy, jeannete, edmund, ah boon, stanley, yi shyuan. it made me realise how long we have not been meeting each other. since we graduated from sec sch, i didnt contact them at all. well..there was a happy feeling to really see them..

everyone of us now is going to different paths. but one thing i know that you all, my friends, are always in my heart forever! let's have a reunion.. shall we?

jealousy.pimple

every one of us surely have felt jealous before. if you have never felt jealous before, do let me know, i would like to have a friend who has never been jealous before :P

recently, i do feel jealous. there is a friend who was quite close to me. i would say that last time we would do a lot of things together. i do not know what happened recently. when i came back from indonesia, there was something different about her. i just felt that the closeness between her and me was gone. she actually preferred to spend her time with another friend. yes! i do feel jealous...! maybe because i just used to spend time with her. and seeing her with another friend, makes me want to spend time with her also. not that she doesnt spend time with me, but the feeling is not there. there was one time when she was with me and another friend, we were looking around together at art museum for class. her 'good friend' reached late and was alone, so she went to company her 'good friend' without even saying anything to us. just left us like that. even when we were dismissed, she didnt say anything to us. she just gone like that. i didnt even bother to look for her. there was anger and jealous at that time.

well, feel much better after typing this entry. i did not tell anyone about this. but i know my friend knows that she changed. well, at least, there is another person who feels the same thing :P

oh yah, i just know that pimple can actually grow in legs :P i just found one pimple in my thigh. it is quite big :( it looked like a mosquito bite this morning, but when i changed to shorts at night, it turned to a pimlple. amazing! :P

ok.. better go now. need to take rest as tomorrow will be going around to do a group project with the girls. nitez.. *muachz*

some photos to share

Brillyan & Yolla

Surabaya, 17 June 2006 - Brillyan, Yolla, Wongso, Sancai, Darwin, Hendra

Brillyan. Yolla. Etta

Surabaya, family and friends, God's plan, friendship

I had fun during my stay in Surabaya. Ate a lot though, but thank God, I did not gain weight at all (i think so :P) Thank God for the products such as phyto fiber :P I ate crabs for four times, 2 times with my family, the other 2 with my friends. crabs are wonderful!! just the taste of the meat.. ouuu.. so nice! thank God for tongue that can taste different tastes!

anyway, really thank God for the family and friends that I have. It is really a great blessing to be in part of my family and to have great friends around :) I cant just stop thanking God for all the things in my life.


oh yah.. talked about this thing with Yolla before. we might plan a lot of things, but the ultimate plans will be God's plans for us. but we are human, we might get disappointed when our plan doesnt work. for example, i had planned that i would be able to graduate by the end of next year. but now, i can only finish my course in may 2008. at first, i couldnt accept it at all. i started to complain here and there... but now i am starting to accept it. i believe that God has planned something for me that allows me to graduate only in 2008. when may 2008 comes, i might know why God allows it to happen :) i really do believe that everything that happens is for a reason, for God's glory.

cant wait for Yolla, Etta and Christin to come to Singapore. Yolla will be staying in Singapore for 6 months, while Etta and Christin will be staying for a while. really looking forward to meet them. cant get enough to meet them :) like what sis zhuomin shared during cell group meeting just now, there are 3 group of friends. the 1st group is so called the 'hi and bye' friends. we dont really talk to them about our life, we might not even remember their names. the 2nd group is those we hang out together because we have same interest. most probably, we meet them only for dinner, or just for movie. or might be because we like shopping so we shop together. the last group is what we call our best friend. we share everything with them, our dreams and visions, our secrets, our ups and downs.

ok.. i better go now. havent taken a shower yet. just ended the bbq session with the cell groups just now. tomorrow need to get up early to clear the bbq pit and go to harbour front.. take care!

I Am An Angel!

You're an Angel!

What's Your Goddess Identity?
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Aku Datang Untukmu

Jangan Takut Berjalan Sendirian
Ada Aku Turut Menuntun Jalan
Saat Hatimu Diserang Kesepian... Aku Datang

Redam Badai, Lakukan Dengan Tenang
Hujan Ini Akan Engkau Kalahkan
Kalau Hatimu Percaya Padaku... Aku datang

Kau Jadi Samudera, Aku Langitnya
Memeluk Dunia, Kita Berdua...

Menyelamatkanmu...
(A Gentleman Saviour, A Knight In Shinning Amour)
Tetap Disampingmu...
(From The Cold Of Winter Through An Endless Summer)
Aku Datang Untukmu...

Jangan Takut Kehilangan Pegangan
Ada Aku Berimu Kekuatan
Agar Dirimu Mampu Untuk Bertahan...
Aku Datang...

If You Were The Ocean Than I'll be The Sea
Wherever You May Go, That's Where I'll Be...
Kau Jadi Samudera, Aku Langitnya...
If You Were The Ocean Than I'll be The Sea
Memeluk Dunia, Kita Berdua...
That's Where I'll Be...


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watched yesterday match between ac milan and lyon...
it was so exciting!!!
learnt from the match that never say die until the time is up!!!! JIA YOU!

excited excited excited!!!!

love that latest advertisement from A Mild...

"Harusnya Gampang Dibikin Susah"

Thank You Lord for everything.
Your grace and love truly never leave us.
Love You Lord.
Let everything that is done is for Your glory.
Amen

Lord,

i am scared
i am worried
help me to leave everything to You

Amen

ABouT ME~~~!!

Arena (known to self and others) caring, cheerful, extroverted, friendly, helpful	Blind Spot (known only to others) adaptable, bold, clever, confident, energetic, giving, happy, independent, ingenious, mature, organised, religious, sympathetic, warm, wise
Façade (known only to self)	Unknown (known to nobody) able, accepting, brave, calm, complex, dependable, dignified, idealistic, intelligent, introverted, kind, knowledgeable, logical, loving, modest, nervous, observant, patient, powerful, proud, quiet, reflective, relaxed, responsive, searching, self-assertive, self-conscious, sensible, sentimental, shy, silly, spontaneous, tense, trustworthy, witty

Dominant Traits

60% of people agree that Brillyan is cheerful
60% of people agree that Brillyan is extroverted
60% of people agree that Brillyan is friendly
60% of people think that Brillyan is religious

All Percentages

able (0%) accepting (0%) adaptable (20%) bold (20%) brave (0%) calm (0%) caring (40%) cheerful (60%) clever (20%) complex (0%) confident (20%) dependable (0%) dignified (0%) energetic (40%) extroverted (60%) friendly (60%) giving (20%) happy (20%) helpful (20%) idealistic (0%) independent (20%) ingenious (20%) intelligent (0%) introverted (0%) kind (0%) knowledgeable (0%) logical (0%) loving (0%) mature (20%) modest (0%) nervous (0%) observant (0%) organised (20%) patient (0%) powerful (0%) proud (0%) quiet (0%) reflective (0%) relaxed (0%) religious (60%) responsive (0%) searching (0%) self-assertive (0%) self-conscious (0%) sensible (0%) sentimental (0%) shy (0%) silly (0%) spontaneous (0%) sympathetic (20%) tense (0%) trustworthy (0%) warm (20%) wise (20%) witty (0%)

Created by the Interactive Johari Window on 22.2.2006, using data from 5 respondents.
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Another Day Passed in Surabaya

Friday, 03 February 2006
- My brother's birthday!!
- and Michael's birthday too!!
- Had dinner at Prosteak with my family (minus my youngest brother), Koko Yen Yen's family (plus Koko I I), Yolla and Darwin.
- Went out early to buy a cake from BreadTalk at Galaxy Mall.
- Reached the place early.
- Something silly happened! We did not get to eat the cake that we bought. Cause there was a miscommunication with the waitress. The waitress gave the cake to another table. Poor me!! In the end, the supervisor went to KOMUGI to get us another cake. There gone my mocha cake and say 'welcome' to strawberry ice cream tart!
- Went out with: my family, Koko Yen Yen's family, Yolla, Darwin.


- My second last day in Surabaya.
- I really enjoyed my stay here. Thanks to God, my family and my super-cute friends! ^^

My Activities For the Past One Week!!

Thursday, 26 January 2006
- Flight to Surabaya at 0720am. Woke up at 0530am and reached Changi Airport at 0630am. Was late!! Couldn't buy Yolla's Burger King. Sorry girl!!
- Reached Surabaya. Was welcomed by my Dad! Woahh..almost 1 month didnt see him.
- 1st person to be contacted..my dearest friend,Yolla. Let her know that I had reached Surabaya safely and could not wait to meet her.
- Went to Yolla's house in the afternoon to give her roasted pork and her birthday present from me. A blue GUESS? bag! Hope that she liked it. Spent some time at her house before went home to take shower to get ready for dinner treat from Yolla. She sent me home and she waited for me to finish everything before we went back to her house. Thank God that we stayed near each other.
- Darwin and friends had already been waiting for some time before we reached Yolla's house. YUP! We were going to Surabaya Suki with his car.
- Yolla's birthday dinner treat was at Surabaya Suki. That was the second time I went there. Yummy! Met new friends.. All were Yolla's friend.
- Went somewhere to eat Roasted Corn. Yummy! Had been a while since I ate those! Did not get to eat the flavour that I wanted. But..I still thanked God for giving me the chance to taste the corn :)
- Went out with: Yolla, Sendy, Aileen, Vina, Margaretha, Evie, Michael, Sancai, Darwin, Peter

Friday, 27 January 2006
- Yolla came to my house after her class. We had appointment with the rest to watch movie at Galaxy Mall.
- Darwin and Sancai fetched us at Yolla's house.
- Had dinner at Hoka-Hoka Bento and Hendra and Ami joined us.
- Watched Jet Li's last martial arts movie, Fearless.
- Went out with: Yolla, Sancai, Darwin, Hendra and Ami

Saturday, 28 January 2006
- Went to Citra Supermarket to get some red wine and Kayun to get some fresh flowers for the reunion dinner.
- Had the chance to drive Altis from Kayun.
- Companied my brother to take the food that we had ordered for the reunion dinner. Had the chance drive home from the restaurant.
- Had the reunion dinner at my grandmother's house at Sidoarjo. The night was spent with the relatives from my mother's side.
- Had the chance to catch up with some of the relatives. And for the first time, I saw some of the children.
- Went out with: my family

Sunday, 29 January 2006
- It was Chinese New Year!!
- Had lunch and gathering at my fourth uncle's wife's house :P It had been a tradition to gather there.
- In the evening, went for a wedding party of my cousin. It was a very simple one. Did not expect such a large number of people came for the party. :)
- Went out with: my family

Monday, 30 January 2006
- Watched 'Karate Dog' with Angku Jian Li, my brothers and Yolla at Galaxy Mall.
- Walked around at Galaxy Mall. Something silly happened.
- Got my new Indonesia's number.
- Had dinner at Double Happiness with the ASRI HHH's committees.
- Went out with: Yolla, Angku Jian Li, my family and ASRI HHH's committees.

Tuesday, 31 January 2006
- It was another public holiday.
- Went to Tunjungan Plaza with my family.
- Had facial. OUCH!!
- Had dinner at Penang Village. YUMMY!
- Got myself a nice white belt :)
- Went out with: my family

Wednesday, 01 February 2006
- Stayed at home the whole day.
- There was something wrong with the electricity. Was in the darkness for at least one and half an hour. Hated to be in the darkness! Depended on the candle and my HP's light.

Thursday, 02 February 2006
- Woke up because there was a call from someone -_-"
- Yolla fecthed me at about 0130pm. Something silly happened again! (We were getting sillier and sillier..duhz!)
- Ate 1/2 of McD's cheeseburger.
- Watched 'Memoirs of Geisha' and someone felt asleep during the movie. :P Was disturbed by the person who sat in front of me. He blocked my view! *hmph*
- Walked around Tunjungan Plaza. Got myself another nice white belt. This time was from Billabong.
- Tried to look for the book that I wanted to read. But...could not find it :(
- Had dinner at Hachi-Hachi with Yolla, Wongso, Sancai and Darwin. Yipee! Darwin treated us! :)
- Met an old friend. I thought that she could not remember me anymore :( Did I change a lot?
- Went to FunPolis (Hopefully I was correct). Played TimeCrisis2 and Daytona. Well, I beat the guys!! Ok..sort of.. I got 2nd when we played Daytona. Well, it was good enough as I was the only girl among the 4 people who were playing.
- Went to G-Fan to continue playing. Had fun!!
- Went out with: Yolla, Wongso, Sancai and Darwin

Some photos to share...

During lunch time on 18 January 2006. We were doing something naughty!! Guess where I was... Let me know, if you are correct, I will give you a present ^^

Me in yellow t-shirt at the back with half of my class, BMCD10509A

Brillyan and Ratna on 13 January 2006

Hayati, Brillyan and Ratna

Ratna, Princess 'DUCK' Hayati and Brillyan

Hayati, Brillyan and Ratna with the butterfly...

Yolla, Brillyan and Wawa

Yolla, Brillyan, Wawa AGAIN!

Thinking About My Future...

I had the chance to have dinner with Pak Imam and Bu Leah together with Rissa. Well, Bu Leah shared a lot of things about their ministry and gave some inputs about something that we could do here in Singapore. Until one time when we talked about life partner. Rissa shared something about her experience.. (and I shall sensored her experience as she didnt allow me to share :P) Well, learnt something about her experience. One thing for sure, if it's God's plan, nothing will hinder it to work in our life. Rissa, if you are reading this, I hope that your relationship will be used by Him to be a blessing to other people. May your first love continue to be God and not man :)
Then, Bu Leah shared how she met Pak Imam for the first time. To cut the story short, when Pak Imam led the training, Bu Leah told God that if God wanted her to marry someone, she wanted to marry someone like Pak Imam. Then, a friend of Pak Imam told him that God asked him to tell Pak Imam that Pak Imam should marry Bu Leah. When I listened to it, I was like "WOW!!!" This relationship was really from God. But for sure, it came with a great responsibility ^^
Anyway, the title of this post was "Thinking About My Future...". It was because that I was thinking if God wanted me to marry someone, I wanted to get a husband who could work and serve God together with me. We would support each other and understand each other better. YUP! something like Pak Imam dan Bu Leah. It was such a wonderful thing to see them serve God together even at their age now. And they were completing each other. God.. that's what I wanted. So that I could complete my life-parther and he could complete me in serving You. Well, one thing for sure, when the time is right, God will send me someone who is the best for me, dont you agree?
I thanked God for the chances to listen to Rissa's and Bu Leah's stories. I thanked God to be able to attend the sharing by Mr Luis Bush. I thanked God for the wonderful day I had today! Love You Lord!

Day One!!

It was my first day at school after a month of holiday. There was an excitement inside me. The first 2 person I met at school was Putri and David. Then slowly some people were coming over. This time round, our class was located at 1st level, somewhere near the toilet and the canteen. Not sure whether it was a good location for a class :P

Started the lesson with investigation. Yup! The lecturer asked us to be in a group of minimal 6 persons. Then we were supposed to investigate our team members. After a few groups and persons introduced themselves, it was getting drier and boring. Thank God that the lecturer noticed that so she continued the lesson with our first assignment! oh dear!! we were supposed to do a survey. Did that and this, finally we were done with it. And someone was tabulating the results.

Anyway, had a discussion with Mr Lek at his house in the evening. It was interesting and an eye-opener. I was amazed by what he did and I thanked God for people like him.

Okieeeee!! Gotta to go! I better tuck in early. Having class at 9am tomorrow! (!-!) Love you all!!

A Farewell!!

A new year...started with a farewell. It was the day when Vern left Singapore for Sydney. I didnt know about it first. Huiling sent me a SMS saying that he was leaving today and they all were going to meet up at airport at 6pm. Since I was free, so I decided to join them.

It was supposed to be a sad thing for him to leave. But being naughty of us, we were laughing and smiling from ear to ear when he waved goodbye after he passed the immigration. I wonder what he was thinking about us being crazy.

Couldnt bear to leave the airport, some of us (Sis Claire, Xuelin, Rachel, Huiling, Bizhen, Samuel and of course, ME!) decided to go to the viewing mall. But...we were disappointed as we couldnt see the plane that Vern was supposed to take. In the end, we were planning for a gathering. For the ending of the day, we took a photo with us looking sad. Cant wait for the photos to be upload at the ekklesiaw316's website. You shall see that W316's members are natural with camera. And one thing I learnt, we are a vainpot too!!

Anyway, got some changes here and there for my blog. Not sure how I managed to do it. Well, this what they called self-learning? There were still a lot of things that I dont understand and I wanted so much to change some of the things, but I simply couldnt do it. (!-!) Hopefully, I can do the changes some day.

Better go now... Starting my class tomorrow afternoon at 2. Feeling happy to be back at school. I miss my classmates so much!! I wonder whether they miss me... (?-?) Love ya all!!!

Rachel and Brillyan

Brillyan and Huiling