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If You Could Change Your Past, What Would It Be?

We had been asked one or more times if we could change our past, what would it be. Well, most of us would give an answer that our life perfect and there was nothing that we would change. But is that really your answer?

I finally found the answer to that question. If I could change the past, I would be more sensitive to one of my friend. What I feel right now is that I have failed to be a good friend to this friend of mine. And this mistake is so big that somehow I feel that I am part of the reason why these friend becomes who she is right now. The guilty feeling is there... And I am not sure how to handle it without feeling guilty towards her. A lot of questions were in my mind when I was talking to her... and those questions started with the word "If".But I guess, it's all too late now. I don't have the power to go to the past and change whatever happened. I guess I just have to live with the feeling forever.

It's hurtful when I found out about it. I cried till my eyes were swollen and almost finished up a box of tissue. The last time I cried this bad was when I broke up with my ex-boyfriend in February. Can you imagine that? It was even more hurtful even my friend said that she had no more value. There was like a knife stabbing my heart. It was very painful!!Really... the only time I felt this way was when I broke up. The same feeling... It kinds of make me realize how much do I really value this friend of mine till I have this kind of feeling. Won't you cry so badly for a friend whom you didn't care at all?

Well, think to it... Maybe if you failed yourself, it won't be this bad. But this is about a life of another person who is going through a lot of things because of what you might neglected to do. That what I was thinking.. I don't mind if it happened to myself, but I couldn't take it if it happened to others.

I just hope that God would shine His glory through this situation. I have no idea what God wants to do... All I can do is just following Him and surrender everything to Him...

To my friends who are reading this post, I hope that you really try your best to be someone's friend. Be really there when they need you. Really try your best so that you won't have to regret whatever things that you don't do what you were supposed to do. May no one ever gone through the same feeling that I had gone through today...

If Only...

I love this song very much.. If only there was a guy out there who could be someone in this song....

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Horoscope...

Year 2008 Romance

You idealize having a close relationship and spending time laughing, spending time in the moonlight and romanticizing until the wee hours of the morning. You have been going through a lot of changes in your love life, and not so sure you can deal with the ups and downs that you have experienced in relationships in the past. You may want to enhance your playfulness and creativity by exploring cultural experiences where you can enjoy beauty with your partner. Excitement in your love life and enjoying the high life is very appealing to you now.

All these fun and creative activities will help you and your partner to strengthen your communication. Being spiritually connected with another helps you to feel the equal energy of sharing. Your intense desire for feeling connected to your love and taking it to the next step will trigger a need to explore whether your dreams are being reciprocated. Discussions of partnerships and marriage are likely and, through these talks, you gain new insight into your desires.

Towards the end of the year you will want to openly share your innermost secrets and passionate nature. The desire to be more connected to home and your nesting instincts will want to be satisfied in this year of new beginnings.
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I dont really believe in horoscope. I had nothing to do and I was browsing through Yahoo when I came to the horoscope section. There, I went to find out my horoscope for fun. There was something true about what it said. Just look at the first sentence.. that's my romantic part!! hehehehe... And also the second sentence..sometimes I was just wondering whether I could go through another ups and downs of a relationship again. I was just so afraid of being hurt again and again...
Sometimes I was just wondering about relationship... *sigh*

Quote from Sex & The City Trailer...

"Life doesn't always turn out to be your fantasy, that's why you need friendship so real to get through it"