in the end...

FINALLY!!! i have made a decision.. hahhaaa.. i just have to share this first before i can concentrate in my assignment..

what decision? yup.. about the matter that had been bothering me since the beginning of arts and our world class. i decided not to be bothered by the matter anymore. since she is more comfortable with her new friend, then let her be. is not that i cant live without her in my life. is not that i dont call her my friend anymore. but if there is a level of friendship, she is just been downgraded by me in my life! :P (do i sound so mean?)

well, i learnt to this decision as today i experienced something. i decided to have lunch together with them. but, it was a mistake, even though i thought that i gave myself a chance. throughout the journey, i just didnt enjoy it. i felt so lonely and uncomfortable. they were talking things that i just couldnt understand. in the end, i was there to watch the scenary. it had been sometimes since i passed bukit merah area :P

but through this experience, i learnt things. like what i told a friend of mine, there is a time when you know who your true friends are. and also i told her that, surely beside you, there are people who care for you, is just whether you want to open your eyes to see them or not. you might say that no one cares for you, but those friends beside you have been trying to be there for you. well... must really open our eyes big big :)

some of you might be wondering, why i bother about friendship thingy so much. well.. now you know me more..! ;) i am the person who really think hard about friendship. in my life, my 1st priority is God, then family and then friends. even if i have boyfriend, i might still put my priority more to my friends, cause i know that they stand by me no matter what happens. well, thank God, for me, i dont need to fight between boyfriend and friends huahuaaa..(that's 1 thing abt being single :P)

i wanna take this chance to thank my princess (i am not les :P).. thank you for answering my call and listening to me just now. it felt great after letting everything out to you. love ya!! also want to thank my friend who is so faaaarrrr in surabaya. thanks for replying my sms... miss ya and love ya!

better go back to my assignment now.. *ciaoz*